10 November 2005
i go to the extreme.
hmm..is extreme spelt correctly? it looks a tad bit weird. you know how certain words when you stare at it for too long, it just looks odd.
my emotional level chart has gone a bit haywire. it's difficult to interpret what is going on with it. i say it's better if i had no contact at all.. but knowing you're in spore makes it hard not to contact. and like it's not your fault..but i hate the how you can be hot and cold at the same time. even though i don't blame you. it's just me.
so like it's damn unhealthy to be ecstatic for one period of time and then become depressed when left alone. i can officially say that what i've taken with me during my bro's course thing is disappearing. it's saddening to hear so. and like i got so much to do.. i mean i can if i wanted to..like watch the whole of the oc..or lost or desperate housewives. but i can't. don't know.. like i want to mentally but emotionally it doesnt let me.
as they say, what goes on during your childhood will affect you for the rest of your life. tsk..i wasn't brought up properly as a child, thus how i am now. too dependent on people. i swear when i get a kid..i'm going to teach him/her how to be emotionally independent. na bei.
You've got to get yourself togetherYou've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of itDon't say that later will be better now you're stuck in a momentAnd you can't get out of it
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