23 November 2005
what's in it.
what good do i get by doing what i do everyday?
i'm practically just living and breathing air as it goes by, i've got no goals or whatsoever. which is terrible. i mean yea, i have lots of fun.. but at the end of the night i just head to bed with no one to bother after that. okay, that's dependency again. fuck.
and yes, i'm addicted to messaging. i have to send messages everyday. without sending any i'd go crazy. my fingers are damn itchy. and once again, i guess that's a form of dependency. na bei.
i need communication all around me, with the right people that is. obviously if i don't feel comfortable with someone i wouldn't hang out with someone.
i need to change my lifestyle. oh please give me some sort of something to make me sleep less and yet be energetic to do stuff the whole day and to attend school. i think my house makes people really lazy and lethargic.. i've got living proof.. thanks to chuinsy who is half part of the lim household since she stayed over for 2 weeks before. or was it 1 week? she virtually woke up at 3 earliest everyday (which she never did before).. and like laze and eat chips and watch tv till like 6plus and finally go out. kloihm- her new surname. go figure.
i need my daily dosage of excitement. but the excitement only lasts for one hour at the most. Hahaha. go figure once again. oh.. and only if i initiate then the excitement begins. Hahaha.
oh gee..i amuse myself. cheap thrill la seriously. but then again, i'm easily satisfied. :)
oh yay.. it's wednesday, i hope i get to see some people tonight.
[i thought i was losing hair, but i came across a hair loss site, and it said it was normal for a person to drop 50-100 strands of hair everyday. just a lil something for those who thought they were losing hair too. waha. jokes.]
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