09 December 2005
drifting?
anyhow, here's the long awaited post. realised the longer you blog the faster the enthusiasm isn't there anymore. cheesy but if only there was a way everything you thought of or remembered or did would be automatically stored somewhere, so people wouldn't have a dear diary or have blogs to jot down.
each day brings a new meaning. jokes. i guess. but it's been good.. although i know i'm getting out of hand by the many atrocious late nights. my dad said i was drifting so he had to put me back on track. hmmm. yea i am in a way. but it's fun to see my friends.. and to hang out and just observe them.waha. that's all i have now. besides family.
i think i have the capability of being a stalker. hahahaha. okay.. not to that extent. but if i were slightly more crazy, i can be a stalker. but thank goodness there's my pride to keep me intact. and singapore's too small to go a little over the edge.
sometimes, some people are better if they are admired from far. if you get to know them.. you'll be disappointed. but humans are like that, they never learn their lesson and repeat the same mistake over and over again. haha. it's true. jokes.
and i'm happy for the new duo in town. may they have many more wonderful days ahead.
fuck i'm jealous. hahahahahahha. i hope ms zephyr and i and the other single souls i know reading this will be able to have butterflies in our stomaches and be conjoined soon like the rest of the annoying people holding hands everywhere. jokes.
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