24 December 2005
what kind of christmas eve is this.
the weather's bad.
it's gloomy.. last minute shopping no more.
everyone's going through a rough patch.. or rather.. those close to my heart are. and it hurts. to see i can't do anything much but just be there for them. i won't say that i'm doing fine as well.. the weather's affecting my mood and it's making me think of things. i hate this. i hate this christmas..it doesn't look very promising. i haven't even done christmas shopping.. like wth. i'm damn disappointed in myself. i aimed to get everything before christmas..nothing done.
gloomy day. bad way to end the year.
can't you see the grass is greener where it rains.
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