26 January 2006
drops of jupiter.
finally, my last paper tomorrow. definitely not prepared for it whatsoever. hopefully the celebration will be a happy occasion. i'm playing with fire here. people who are supposed to come.. will affect others who will be there. think about it, it's like a chain reaction really. i can already count the number of people who will get affected if somehow things get out of hand: at least 5 people (including me). let's just hope and pray things will be fine.. i'm taking a huge risk here. let's just say, if all's confirmed, too many ex partners will be there. and that's bad. what was i thinking about. * i pray and i pray, that things will turn out fine.
i'm so tired. of having to study. of having no car. of having to worry. of organising things. of having thoughts in my head.
please let the weekend be excellent.. i've been waiting for it to come since the beginning of the month. i need to get my body running to sleep properly at night so my breakouts will stop. fucking hell.
fact: "fish can drown"
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