29 March 2006
teach me.
times like these should be erased. what's happening with me now shouldn't even be happening.
i suddenly feel weak all over. it's a total repeat of itself. it's all coming back. goodness.. i really don't get why. letting my guard down all over again. the only factor missing is that i'm not hysterical.
it's stinging. really stinging. and to further rub it in.. i get nightmares. i've had 2 nightmares within the span of 5 days. it's circling around the same thing. these nightmares are probably trying to hint to me about something.
what the fuck. get a life xiang. get a life. i feel like a loser. sheesh.
how do you rid the sweat, after the body blisshow do you turn your eyes, from the romantic glarehow do you block the sound of a voice,you'd know anywhere.how do you numb your skin, after the warmest touchhow do you slow your blood, after the body rushhow do you teach your heart it's a crime to fall in love again.oh, you probably won't remember meit's probably ancient history.i'm out of vogue, i'm out of touchi fell too fast, i feel too muchi thought that you might have some advice to give,on how to be insensitive.i have just officially let everyone down. i'm sorry.
i give up. i raise the white flag.
i need counselling. at times i don't even feel a need to think about such stuff because i love everything that goes on with me now.
but then shit befalls upon me.
teach me on how satisfaction can come by easily. please.
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