27 June 2006

credits!

credits go out to miss ng once again for setting up the template i took so long to decide on, and miss zephyr for changing the fonts and adding music to make it so homely. funny sia, damn enthu about helping with my blog. deep deep, you have touched me. haha.

i love it now.. makes me want to blog more for no damn reason. but i know half of the people who will read it will just skim through all my entries. dont think i dont know. haha. but it's fine, one of my greatest traits is to live in denial. :)

this year's world cup is so damn dodgy. i can't stand it.

to the person who-can-eat-alot-and-eat-really-slow-and-yet-look-radiant-always:
have a safe trip and a pleasant journey! awaiting your return. bon voyage!
and happy early 22nd :)

"sometimes all we want is a taste. other times, there's no such thing as enough. the glass is bottomless, and all we want is more" - doctor meredith grey.
(i love her voice. and her eyes, omg. damn alluring. she's not the prettiest. but her eyes.. woo. they make up for everything. i love this show. please go watch grey's anatomy people.)

03:10

26 June 2006

asswipes.

i hate this. i'm going to cry. i hate this. if this goes on... i'm going to cry. i wish i wasn't so emotionally attached to this team.

04:47

holland please make a comeback.

holland has to win in the second half.. if not i'll cry.
and don't talk to me if holland loses. really.
come on holland. if you make a comeback.. i promise you i will get a holland jersey.

please let it be a england and holland quarter final.

i'm crossing every part of my body and my heart is beating damn fast.

04:00

25 June 2006

about time..

i got rid of the old template. finally. haha. alrighty.. hope this one is somehow more pleasing than the other. the only thing i hate about this is that you'll always have to scroll down to finish reading a daily entry. unlike the previous where you can read the whole entry without scrolling.

i'm still trying to improve the area.. like the font changing. i'll figure that out soon.
- special thanks to miss ng for helping me with the template! :)

hmm.. i don't know how to set up the comment option again. so the chatterbox is called 'scar'. bahah. i wanna change the names of the links to my blog at the bottom left.. but unfortunately i can't cos that's just the way it is. knn.

welcome home people!

21:28

21 June 2006

disturbed. very.

watched a video of this girl getting beaten up by other girls. it's mentally and emotionally disturbing. very. as i watched it more.. my hand started shaking by itself, i wasn't sure if it was the cold air, or if it was the sight of what i saw. i practically stoned for quite awhile, and honestly, my heart ached. inside and out. almost, i almost teared. i didnt want to watch it further, but yet i couldn't take my eyes off what i saw. it's tormenting to see such things actually happening here. if you guys had seen the video, i swear upon my life you'd have mixed emotions. it came out in the papers.. but i've never seen anything as such before. what's up with these people. i have so much disgust for them. thinking about it makes me nauseous.

work work work. i've slacked so much in my life that now when i start working, i seem to be working non stop. i need a break.

i need my new camera.. i can't wait.

right now, i'm only thinking of 3 songs. secret garden, eve the apple of my eye, million tears. and worn me down. okay..that's 4.. but i dont like that number. so yea. erm, and clay aiken's the way. bahahaha. not funny, i really like that song.

charades is the in thing now. if you see a table of people playing charades.. they took it off from us. hahaha. jokes.

Do you wanna ride in my car?
It's parked out on the street.
Or just stay with me a while,
Before I fall asleep.

there's just something about.

my laughter sucks.
i hate make up.

fact: 'you share your birthday with at least 9 million other people in the world'.

whimsical fancies.

01:40

10 June 2006

mr big.

everyone has their mr big.
somehow, at some point in life, you'll realise who your mr big is. and after knowing that, you'll realise it is fucked up to have a mr big. it's not goood. not at all. well.. i dont think it's good.

working is a pain in the ass. waking up is a chore. one more week of fruit selling and that's it. i'm done. woohoo. (sounds easy, but you guys don't know the pain in it. and the rejection of silly people who dont bother to hear you out. or those that just ignore you. these people have low eq). but then again.. if i get some random task where i have to drive and help out with equipment.. there goes my sleeping time man. it's time to practice my manual driving once again. i hope i dont come across slopes. thinking about it makes me nervous and not want to take up the offer given. the only plus point is i get to see some photographic action.

you are the epitome of

05:44

01 June 2006

bloody irregular.

yes, i'm talking about my pms. once again, it has arrived. and it felt like it came not long ago. annoying. having a blocked nose and slight cough ain't helping much.

someone told me that if your ears itch, it means someone behind you is talking about you. it could be good or bad. and my ears have been itching for the past few days. i'm freaked out. seriously. ahah. cos i heard a hilarious but freaky incident about the ears itching while someone's talking about you. and it was true.

the great spore sale is on but i haven't gotten down to shopping and i've got no time to go. i hope this time i can get some good stuff during the sale. i realised i have never really gotten anything during these sales.

i shall point out my flaws for fun. jokes. it's good to admit one's flaws i guess. ahah.
- stubborn in a way, gullible, envious, lazy, obsessive in some ways (haha), softhearted to an extent where others say i get bullied easily (hmm), erratic where i can feel so low and then high after awhile, too accomodating i'd say, not good at voicing out my thoughts, always want to please those around, get involved with other people's issues and then in turn get affected by those issues cos it affects me when i see those affected even tho it's nothing to do with me, selfish in some ways, wallows in self pity, likes being in self denial, tries too hard to be the one who wants to solve everything and help everyone (and when that fails, i feel useless).. and the list goes on.

but then again, admitting one's flaws is one thing.. learning to change them is another. jokes. that will be another challenge.

on a separate note: thanks.

on a lighter note: i have got to find a present.