01 July 2006
w h a t i f. .
you missed out 16 years of your life because you were in a coma sort kind of thing, and suddenly woke up.. what'd you do? (take on an operation where u can be healed or you could die. / just let the thing in you swell and live just a little longer, knowing you can do as much as you can until it over swells and you die). this patient woke up.. couldn't remember how long he had been sleeping for, found out his wife and kid had moved on with their lives. so he decided to operate himself so he could have a chance and move on with his life. he didn't make it through the operation at all.
i'm so hooked to grey's anatomy that i feel so much for every character. every triumph and failure they go through.. i feel. i scare myself sometimes. cos i get so emotionally attached to so many things/people.
from now onwards, there'll either be snapple facts or doctor grey's quotes for every entry.
i love it when meredith narrates. i love it. i'm obsessed. i swear.
"maybe we're not supposed to be happy. maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. maybe being grateful means recognising what you have and what it is- appreciating small victories, admiring the struggles it takes simply to be human. maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know and maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. at the end of the day, the fact that we still have the courage to be still standing, is reason enough to celebrate." (episode: thanks for the memories). you will know it's time when you eventually say goodbye.
"no matter how hard you fight it, you fall. and it's as scary as hell. except there's an upside to free falling- it's the chance you give your friends to catch you."goodbye.
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