06 August 2006
33 times.
knnbccb. this is bullocks. i do not believe the damn weighing machine in this apartment. it states that i have put on 1kg already. so that makes me 41. wtf. its only been 5 days. if this carries on..i'll put on another kg or so.
i'm too lazy to state what's been going on. so far so good.
i'm split on both ends.. i wanna stay here and slack longer with chuins. yet i wanna go back and meet. i bet you when i head back i'm going to so want the cold weather.
conclusions of all conclusions: i am an addict. i need communication from people constantly. i live and breathe the internet and my handphone, especially. weird thing though, i ain't much of a yakker when it comes to talking on the phone. i'd rather meet in person or message.
i'll let you in on little secrets. i have the oddest habits.
- everything, i do in 3's. 3 pieces of toilet paper i tear out everytime. the random things i do in 3's. if so it happens i miscount in my head..and it goes past 3 times.. i'll make sure it hits either 5 or 7.
- when i am walking..and either my left or right leg steps on lines on the floor more..i feel unbalanced. i will make sure that the other leg that steps on the lines less will get to step on it a little more until i feel balanced.
- if i sleep on my couch in my living room, i take a piece of tissue paper and put it on the pillow.. so my cheek wont be on the pillow but the tissue instead.
- if there ain't tissue..i use my hand. in a very awkward position. so my cheek will be on the hand and not the pillow.
- i have a tendency to keep washing my hands. thus, i rarely use my fingers when i eat. (this habit is not so hard core anymore)
- i get paranoid about certain things at least 33 times a day.
- i obsess and get excited easily. about things and people. that would mean i get too carried away (which explains why i tell everyone i'll die of a heart attack next time).
- i keep touching my hair every single minute. (i can see my bald spots already)
there. but with many more. i'm a freakkk man.
and honestly tell me, isn't it a tad bit hard to find someone with half of the same name as mine, loves the number 3, does everything in 3's (like tearing of toilet paper) and gets equally as paranoid as me.
guess what. i found that someone. it's scary. i'm freaked out. (you see you see, i'm currently obsessing now. that i actually found another person like me. and about how freaked out i am).
k.. it's late. i gotta wake up in 5 hours' time. night nice people who will still be friends with me after this entry.
"why why why? :( "
"(reason why)"
"whatever. if you insist"
"nah you ain't. sigh how many times do we have to go thru this".
i'm too weird. stay away.
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