20 December 2006
record breaking.
oh my, i've a record number breaking of nightmares in a row. if i counted correctly, i have been getting nightmares for almost 5 or 6 days in a row already. pretty scary balls. and i wake up thinking it's absolutely real and then i start getting paranoid.
but then again, what goes on in those nightmares, are they really of any concern to me? and should i even be involved. sometimes, being too nice ain't the right thing for me to do. let me tell you my weakest trait- i can never turn my back totally on someone else. especially so if it's of someone important. i'm too soft hearted. that's bad. even if i feel fucked, somehow some part of me feels that i need to protect again. i'm resisting as much as i can to feel the need to care.
give me 33 reasons why you adore me. for those who are bored. drop me an email with the reasons. jokes. i need some boosting of ego here.. so i can start the new year on a bright note.
if i had a million dollars...
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