10 May 2007
for one more day.
time to watch more grey's.
"but the thing that makes us human is what we can control. after the storm, after the rush. after the heat of the moment has passed, we can cool off and clean up the mess we made. we can try to let go of what was. but then again..."
i like how there's a 'but then again'. because truth be told, it's not as easy as it sounds. nothing's ever easy to control.
hopefully the wake will be fine and that i find out she passed peacefully. as much as i dont understand the conversations because it's all in hokkien, you've left a deep impression.
nothing's going right, like i said. nothing at all.
it stings.
and it's worse when i myself know i can't make a promise. because if i do, it'll sadden me more than i already am. i'm sorry.
05:23