04 July 2007
recurring nightmares.
can you believe it, half a pack of my cigs got thrown into a river.
i mean this is for real, it's not part of the nightmare saga.
sometimes i shouldn't open my big mouth and say it's allowed to be thrown in because someone commented that my cough is bad and i should cut down. but i had mixed feelings watching the box hit the river. it felt good for that moment because, ya. but yet what the hell, half a pack man.
and yes, i've been having nightmares. sometimes i wake up in shock.
sometimes i have to remind myself it's not real. well, i sure hope it won't be.
i miss watching and laughing at the skip and the hop in a step. and i talk about something related everyday.
well, i like car rides too.
find me something for next week.
listen to this. you have to. okay, the guy in it is my friend's friend. but listen to the song, it's so nice. and it's in malay. it's been awhile since i actually fell in love with a song that's not in english or chinese.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O3yzqDKppis- i have to find out what it means. maybe mccrindle can help out. haha.
laugh, and the world laughs with you. cry, and you cry alone.
i like hearing people laugh, some laughters tickle me.
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