13 July 2008
teary eyed nutshell.
i honestly hope it's the period.
if not, i am seriously killing myself.
the slightest things affect me, and i hate to become the person i am now if that's the case. i detest myself. it really triggers me. as stupid as it really sounds, if it's really my assumptions.
it's not supposed to be like that. and i dont want it to be like that.
i brought it upon myself and i take full blame for it. why does it feel like the same thing as last time. meaning it will be the same outcome.
it's just sad. i suddenly have so many fears. no one will comprehend.
you got me wrapped around your finger.
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